just a hope
a wash
a memory

just a hope
a wash
a memory
but not really
but maybe
but please never
but maybe
but no I didn’t mean it
but maybe
I guess all the pain we wish to inflict upon ourselves will indeed be painful
the light
the dark
the in between
no in between
time time time time
how can we hope? let’s?
what lesson to learn
we shall not
be afraid
we shall not fear
the bullies
the hate
mongers
we shall
we shall
we shall
somehow
not dread
in a word in a word you took it right out of my
I wouldn’t dare say
what I really really really really really
what I
fall into all of it
fall into all of it
a little bit tired too
another way to fade
upon which
to watch
upon which
take one sentence and put it back in to
the book
take another look
dance around and dance around
the body the blood the wood the should
a footstep from the not so distant forever ago past
where we
wandered in circles
infinity loop shape
pondering you
pondering you
pondering who?
pondering me
nice guy, right sly look there, why?
can I get a mystic intervention
tell me not to fall through this synthetic netting?
we are on the same side
you and you and you and i
we are in the wild
together
can’t be wrong, the look you sent my song
there ok
look left yaya
old left ways
I guess that’s the nature of the game, man
nothing like
scrape off
oooolllld
oh just let a thought go and sow
try to chase
try to be beneath
when the wind breaks
and all is perfectly still
and the wish you drew in seed
falls
walk on their own
sulk on their own
a momentary
mind free
absenced
wilded out
invisible
who
who care
abstract, beats, eastsouth, weird, wild, pink piano, orgasm anecdote, she misses me, distraught, worthless, invisible, pervert, instrumental, music, animal, no touch, no feel,
pull it down off the shelf
give it the love it deserves
each note
thrum
each note
thrum
let it remember
you played it
and I never thought it would end
hey look, I’m sorry
hey,
I should have told you
I was going to
bliss you out.
I should have not
wanted
any of this.
fang shweeeeeeee
then it can all be
what if “I” am invisible what if I can see right through I
also I decided to make ambient music
underneath the vibration lies the wise
hi there.
yes it has
been a while
I’m kind of, I don’t know, you know?
who knows where the next owl flies
oh that happened
a few days ago?
whatever it’s just time
where ideas go to get forgot
or where we just put all pocket lint
or what we made from the shadows
where we used to walk
where I walked just today
and the sages are green again
and their scent is just time trapped in dust
and they are both different
each different the rain different the morning different
but the same
a place we used to go
together and together and
forever
whoa oh
go ahead
whatever
we can run around and pretend we’re clever
you and me oh
number three oh
making me know
what I need to know
we can go ahead
whatever
we can run around and pretend we’d never
you and me oh
and number three oh
make deep lows
make neat
abstract, toy piano, weird, beats, polyrhythm, south, ritual, offbeat, odd, journey, exploration
in the midst of my life
ok I’ll take you up on
a moment or two of thought
and we can get together in there
and whatnot
a push into pushing and pushing into air and that’s all music is really