but not really
but maybe
but please never
but maybe
but no I didn’t mean it
but maybe
but not really
but maybe
but please never
but maybe
but no I didn’t mean it
but maybe
I’ll just stay here forever
I guess all the pain we wish to inflict upon ourselves will indeed be painful
the only path forward
while you were sleeping
all life all life lived
all deer drank
all lightning struck
I don’t know if I will ever write the stage and say
hey I forgot to shine
could you let me try here?
mostly I don’t want to think about I anymore
to the whirl
I was spinning
that’s about it
46 and it
yeah dang
I wander into your door and it happens over and over again
always invited, always wishing it could be real
can’t be wrong, the look you sent my song
there ok
look left yaya
old left ways
a wonderful time of the most for
dot dot dot
oooooooh let’s put words on
dance aroundy around
clamber aboutsy
no roooooooom
maybe we can talk about it sometime
while holding eachother
at various points or just one do we meet did we meet?
if sine waves many maybe
not parallel lives these
and the higher frequencies of us
and the lower frequencies of us
cross an invisible line
hopefully more
hopefully more
hopefully more
don’t try to be
I do, I do
I never quite see
it’s not that I’m wrong or that it’s wrong
and it also is
on both
it’s that I’m blinded by
sorry to say
it’s just fear, really pure fear
oh lawd
please drown me in
nothing space
backwards time
a wondrous face
a wonder a blunder
my usual my usual
oh ok why not just siiiing
or forget forgot how to sing
save that
save me save we save three
well, late start, eighth start, eight years.
I want to make music forever
it’s the only thing I do that even I can’t critique and tear apart
I wish for
shorter pieces, more honestly, less try, more love
for you and for me
amen and whoopee
I’ve been gone for tooooooo long. I’m so sorry and I’m missing “you”, wherever these go, YOU
maybe I’ll jus wander around forever
in an aery realm
looking over all and saying
ha
forgive me I’ve been lost
I wonder if this will be the last revery of this year. it seems likely. Hasn’t been an easy year, hasn’t been easy to keep up, to get in a rhythm. This one I’m doing in the morning, very strange. But it has been amazing to make and share and I am not tired at all of creating these.
rock a bye
into oblivion
or into
permission to
live again
xwordsx
no fail go chasing
tail of comet
full on, on it
wish with me on falling stars again, my friend
oh well I might as well try and make music even if it isn’t the greatest thing ever
cello, percussion, moody, minor key, dark, heavy as fucking usual, melancholic, 108bpm, north
a push into pushing and pushing into air and that’s all music is really
a getting slow
a settling snow
the endlessness of endless emotion gets full
when in the back of that car
when in the trunk of that car
sinister sounding now innocent then
a group of high school kids heading up for a full moon wander in the woods
just laughs and all, nothing really even consumed or ruined
kind of amazing how beautiful we were
where we walk and work makes talk
listen up and lose
your all lost
you’re all lost
still huh? wowowowow
call in and on
and on
the guards are marching
one by one
hurrah
which wish shall we perceive
the one to be still
or to believe?
calumet, wander, farther on the road
you heave and sigh and wish you could
you wish and only wish you would
explode in beautiful lustful rage
turn the corner
round the bend
round her bend
again
it’s just really just you just making you do you as well as you can and
what a fucking world
yup, I did get *really* creative with naming these three.
I would like to maybe release these as an ep together. I might add one or two more, depending on how time flies.
it’s where we turn on the lights
a sun angle here
below where chill can reach yeah
above where stillness falls like fog
lest you be lookin’
the best guessin’
I’ll swim and sing with you
if you want me
not if you want me too
if you want me
back to no home home
back to unknown
wander and wander
when the light
divides into
infinite?
a secret perhaps
a dream of twins
latent wild
fire
on the tip of everything’s tongue
a begin again
a prayer
prayer a
plan b
a plan to see
t
I choose
this
evening
a way to take away
away to
take away
a moment in your place
a moment in space
hey hey
I’ve got you if you need
k?
couldn’t type
discipline
each morning a
next
this morning
never woke
last night