I remember vaguely now playing in bands and orchestras forever forever and the main thing was to not stop especially with a new piece just play all the way. I don’t love what I am in lately, musically, I’m trying to escape a certain gravity, but I’m just going to keep playing. Amen.

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REVERIES 25 #24 "it's ok keep playing"
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if i force myself to just be ok with

that line of you

that beach that

missing piece that

will always be missing

because

you were

that piece that

place

that

possibility

that

face

that

body

that

presence

that missed opportunity

that

repression

that

oh so close

ness

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REVERIES 19 #75 "happy to remember you too"



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I don’t always have to like these
i don’t know if i like this one
right now

it’s cool that i accidentally did that fancy thing that fancy music majors do when they use weird rhythms
and yes i’m proud that i didn’t do it on purpose
per se

but i don’t know what this feeling is here:

a waiting
an unresolved
an unknown

somewhere always winding
and no resolution
unresolved

unresolved mystery

i don’t have to like these
or even do a good job
or love them
or do them at all

ok?

and yet

it lives here.

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REVERIES 18 #78 "a person unknown"



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