the only path forward

the only path forward
my life is a practice room
one big long
practice room
it’s just really just you just making you do you as well as you can and
what a fucking world
back to no home home
back to unknown
wander and wander
wishing I was
able to see
you right now
a cycle upon a cycle an end a beginning a climax a relentless turn
each song
a life
each life
a death
oh to push through the ceiling and reclaim the where we are
sometimes these are a way of me correcting trends
like, i always want to make art
but i don’t
and feel like i can’t
and also who cares what i call art in my own head
you know, i just want to be able to make things that make me feel like that i’m not just laying on the floor staring at the ceiling
wanderin
i love
and thus
i renounce
hate