I guess all the pain we wish to inflict upon ourselves will indeed be painful

I guess all the pain we wish to inflict upon ourselves will indeed be painful
the only path forward
we shall not
be afraid
we shall not fear
the bullies
the hate
mongers
we shall
we shall
we shall
somehow
not dread
make sure you follow
make sure you give every possible effort
and get there
while you were sleeping
all life all life lived
all deer drank
all lightning struck
fall into all of it
fall into all of it
a little bit tired too
a wondrous world, a big forget, forever regret
a memory
walking with you in my thoughts
and then you were there
in my thoughts some more
check in
now
oh just let a thought go and sow
try to chase
try to be beneath
when the wind breaks
and all is perfectly still
and the wish you drew in seed
falls
call for entry
rain and noise and rain and noise
it’s all noise yeah?
walk on their own
sulk on their own
and I never thought it would end
hey look, I’m sorry
hey,
I should have told you
I was going to
bliss you out.
I should have not
wanted
any of this.
wandering round and making all kinds of light everywhere
maybe I found a new care
beware!
maybe I’ll jus wander around forever
forgive me I’ve been lost
here we are my friend I’ll sing you an old song
no fail go chasing
tail of comet
full on, on it
wish with me on falling stars again, my friend
oh well I might as well try and make music even if it isn’t the greatest thing ever
cello, percussion, moody, minor key, dark, heavy as fucking usual, melancholic, 108bpm, north
you must learn the ways
oh yah oh yah
everybody’s got their life goin
oh yeah oh ya
but me
making music for
no reason!
mazing, a
way through and
it might be a mirror?
it’s just really just you just making you do you as well as you can and
what a fucking world
just trying to find my footing
choose your adventurer
wait a month, re work a piece you started, get lost, come back, go
the best guessin’
on that night ship
the late night swells
navigating through
hellos and farewells
hey everyone
be careful
out there
cross into sleep
with me
these dreams these dreams take
form
a shadow on the hillside
your own
the sun setting
a “normal” day
wish-ish to make believe in
hero you
hero true
shadow you
and persevere
no more
pursue engage
with swiftness
with the proper sage rage
oh well alas
we turn the corner and become
one with musicbox
back to no home home
back to unknown
wander and wander
when the light
divides into
infinite?
is it
really
you or
is it really
me thinking of you
again
again in the day
again in the night
again in a song
again in my fright
again in the missing
is it you
or a missing piece of me?
nearly there nearly there
so real
t
I was most good at
believing
missed under
stood firm
wish asunder
good
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