sometimes these are a way of me correcting trends

like, i always want to make art

but i don’t

and feel like i can’t

and also who cares what i call art in my  own head

you know, i just want to be able to make things that make me feel like that i’m not just laying on the floor staring at the ceiling

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REVERIES 20 #14 "find me when i'm sleeping"
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where the line is drawn

or rather

what i call my random song when i’m sort of tired and frustrated in the studio

both with myself and with my hardware and with all these damn screens

and with not being able to make music beautiful enough to take me

there

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REVERIES 20 #3 "demarcation"
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if i force myself to just be ok with

that line of you

that beach that

missing piece that

will always be missing

because

you were

that piece that

place

that

possibility

that

face

that

body

that

presence

that missed opportunity

that

repression

that

oh so close

ness

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REVERIES 19 #75 "happy to remember you too"
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ok ok
here we are
ok
can’t make it be
can’t not make it
b
gotta wait and see
until then
brea
the
and
let’s
just
sigh
together

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REVERIES 18 #32 "collective sigh"
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