it’s the best worst best worst best worst best I can do
it’s like when you are a winner and you know and you just go
not that
it’s the best worst best worst best worst best I can do
it’s like when you are a winner and you know and you just go
not that
another way to fade
can’t be wrong, the look you sent my song
there ok
look left yaya
old left ways
walk on their own
sulk on their own
oh lawd
please drown me in
nothing space
backwards time
a wondrous face
a wonder a blunder
my usual my usual
oh ok why not just siiiing
or forget forgot how to sing
thank you raven
and we were lost in the desert
yes
with west in the chest
and a blessed
crunch underneath each step
four six at a time
lost in it
this rhythm
where we used to walk
where I walked just today
and the sages are green again
and their scent is just time trapped in dust
and they are both different
each different the rain different the morning different
but the same
maybe I can just like cheeeeeerlead
weirdly
turn the block and everyone can
heeeeearrrme
oh that was oh that was oh that too was
some time magic is music yeah
or is it like, sometime magic?
or is it like…?
ok I’ll take you up on
a moment or two of thought
and we can get together in there
and whatnot
nothing just
in evening and
you are in evening
somewhere too
mazing, a
way through and
it might be a mirror?
should we sail into?
oh from where
oh where we
oh whoa uh oh
weeeerrrrrrreeee
i aint got it
this song never ends!
no songs ever end!
keep
me going
keep on
keeping on
beyond the wildest plain
beyond the farthest pain
beyond
the smiles and not
staying in
your lane
well, yes it has been a little while.
it was good, actually, to take a break from even these, and kind of do the things i guess i do when up with my family and in northern california. lots of listening more than making noise maybe is the easiest way to put it.
let’s hope 2020 gets better than the shitshow it has started as!
going out of our way
to ensure
there is no end
if there were
such a time
as now
and then
to share
with you
i want to go back to just
whatever
being there,
man,
i guess?
and i was torn
asunder
thrown under
her wave
this whole of life
made sine
following the crest of
her line
we are going to
fix you
i don’t know
i don’t know
if i can
trust
myself
one day to the next to
love
as much as
the next
rain now
hey now
ok now
i was going to go there
but
instead…
well…
you can guess the rest
maybe i’ll take a break for a while
maybe i won’t
please transport me
into
this place
get through it
new tricks
new trades
wish i could
really do
go just
go
and
run
and go
and
i’ll catch up
too long
to sit
on site
and breathe
all saying
go now
into concrete
later tonight
be peace
don’t worry
may we also
begin it
together
running
somewhere
happily?
good to get less
mess
i like the idea of playing with
not songs
not there at a ll
but want to maybe live inside one moment
for long enough
to make it not forget
able
wish i was closer to you
through
that
honestly
can’t win em all
out here in rainy studio
this is how i thought all these would be
sit down
play music
call it a
frickin day
i wish i was there
in an imaginary
northern california
barn
with imaginary
dancers
and endless
waves
a collision of real
and thought would
i’d probably fall into it
like a venetian canal
a real myth
i wish i was there
on an endless blues solo
forever
dark figured shadows
and fire
no where to feel
like a stranger
no doubt to go
out and out into the world
a repetition of pithy complaint
over and over again
makes beautiful lines
get grizzly
i want to have a ranch in albion
and fall apart with the fog
into the oblivion
but real
nevermind the silliness
nothin
necessarily transcendental
just a thing that can
happen
this way and that
how come we never
hang out together
hanging over the rails
really just wanted
to pretend
that i could be here and there
inside of that big vast (place)
forgotten
pin drops
and make sense
but
as usual
instead
just a raw translation
a drawing on a napkin
fr you to find
friend finder
i don’t know
don’t ask me
don’t bother to ask
if you want
you can put on a little side show
a tiny one
for me to
pretend to care about
didn’t mean to get there but here
we
is
if i could
and be cool
be cool with it
and remember
how to make
making
it
just once
let’s redefine it
again
no idea what this
is
the studio
is very hot tonight
end.
and the hours in dayo
want some more
can i get some
make me make it