it’s the best worst best worst best worst best I can do

it’s like when you are a winner and you know and you just go

not that

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REVERIES 24 #74 "at least i tried"
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oh lawd

please drown me in

nothing space

backwards time

a wondrous face

a wonder a blunder

my usual my usual

oh ok why not just siiiing

or forget forgot how to sing

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REVERIES 24 #10 "zero thoughts whatsoever"
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and we were lost in the desert

yes

with west in the chest

and a blessed

crunch underneath each step

four six at a time

lost in it

this rhythm

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REVERIES 23 #33 "mid-journey"
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where we used to walk

where I walked just today

and the sages are green again

and their scent is just time trapped in dust

and they are both different

each different the rain different the morning different

but the same

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REVERIES 23 #7 "sage trail"
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keep

me going

keep on

keeping on

beyond the wildest plain

beyond the farthest pain

beyond

the smiles and not

staying in

your lane

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REVERIES 20 #6 "beyond is what is deserved"



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well, yes it has been a little while.

it was good, actually, to take a break from even these, and kind of do the things i guess i do when up with my family and in northern california. lots of listening more than making noise maybe is the easiest way to put it.

let’s hope 2020 gets better than the shitshow it has started as!

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REVERIES 20 #1 "new ending"



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i wish i was there
in an imaginary
northern california
barn
with imaginary
dancers
and endless
waves
a collision of real
and thought would
i’d probably fall into it
like a venetian canal
a real myth
i wish i was there
on an endless blues solo
forever
dark figured shadows
and fire
no where to feel
like a stranger
no doubt to go
out and out into the world
a repetition of pithy complaint
over and over again
makes beautiful lines
get grizzly
i want to have a ranch in albion
and fall apart with the fog
into the oblivion
but real
nevermind the silliness
nothin
necessarily transcendental
just a thing that can
happen

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reveries 18 #13 "imaginary band"



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really just wanted
to pretend
that i could be here and there
inside of that big vast (place)
forgotten
pin drops
and make sense
but
as usual
instead
just a raw translation
a drawing on a napkin
fr you to find
friend finder

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reveries 18 #9 "artificial silence"



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i don’t know
don’t ask me
don’t bother to ask
if you want
you can put on a little side show
a tiny one
for me to
pretend to care about

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reveries #104 "what am i doing"



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