you should see me right now, or rather, i should see me right now, because when i look in the mirror, i am so scruffy and different to myself i hardly recognize. its nothing drastic, just happens that i havent shaved for 5 days, which for me equals beard action. which sucks, granted, but since the only people that may see me are my girlfriend, my construction co workers and the residents of fort bragg… i suppose it REALLY doesn’t matter. except that now that i think about it, kate deserves better than my fugitive looking face… and well, i need to get going because i’m going to surprise make a nice dinner and stuff.