i hope you are all right.
we are going to make it
together
i hope you are all right.
we are going to make it
together
part two of the session i had playing cello in the replica cathedral
bird accompanist ftw
nor anywhere in between
neither
sometimes these are a way of me correcting trends
like, i always want to make art
but i don’t
and feel like i can’t
and also who cares what i call art in my own head
you know, i just want to be able to make things that make me feel like that i’m not just laying on the floor staring at the ceiling
without it
where am i
and who are you
who i can’t reach
who i can’t even touch
.who knows where
i’d be without
longing for you
where the line is drawn
or rather
what i call my random song when i’m sort of tired and frustrated in the studio
both with myself and with my hardware and with all these damn screens
and with not being able to make music beautiful enough to take me
there
well, yes it has been a little while.
it was good, actually, to take a break from even these, and kind of do the things i guess i do when up with my family and in northern california. lots of listening more than making noise maybe is the easiest way to put it.
let’s hope 2020 gets better than the shitshow it has started as!
why not call
pull into
and out of
and through
there can be no doubt
there can be no out
we are getting there
whatever whatever whatever,
Whatever … whatever!
was
just wanted to say
hi
i hope you are
well
are you
me?
we going to make it
we going to make it all the way
suddenly it seems
you and me are
in need
let’s get to the
bottom of it
sometimes i make these and
i’m surprised that
a certain amount of
emotion comes out
that might seem
like bullshit but
sometimes these are not that emotional and
i don’t know how i feel and
i make them and i feel something
and i guess that’s why i do them
that is the prognostication
and you are
never gone
one idea
leads to another
then
wash it all away
oh oh oh
whoa whoa whoa
my baby my baby
oh woa
love
here we are
silent r
silent are
or not
it’s open
i’m open
whatever
barely noticeable
there
shivery
maybe i’ll take a break for a while
maybe i won’t