sometimes these are a way of me correcting trends

like, i always want to make art

but i don’t

and feel like i can’t

and also who cares what i call art in my  own head

you know, i just want to be able to make things that make me feel like that i’m not just laying on the floor staring at the ceiling

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REVERIES 20 #14 "find me when i'm sleeping"
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without it

where am i

and who are you

who i can’t reach

who i can’t even touch

.who knows where

i’d be without

longing for you

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REVERIES 20 #10 "without longing"
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where the line is drawn

or rather

what i call my random song when i’m sort of tired and frustrated in the studio

both with myself and with my hardware and with all these damn screens

and with not being able to make music beautiful enough to take me

there

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REVERIES 20 #3 "demarcation"
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well, yes it has been a little while.

it was good, actually, to take a break from even these, and kind of do the things i guess i do when up with my family and in northern california. lots of listening more than making noise maybe is the easiest way to put it.

let’s hope 2020 gets better than the shitshow it has started as!

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REVERIES 20 #1 "new ending"
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sometimes i make these and
i’m surprised that
a certain amount of
emotion comes out
that might seem
like bullshit but
sometimes these are not that emotional and
i don’t know how i feel and
i make them and i feel something
and i guess that’s why i do them

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REVERIES 19 #28 "non-conflict"
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