climbing up that river valley

climbing up that river valley
I was most good at
believing
went on a journey to see
what became of me
Whatever whatever whatever
faith
next
go go
no thinks
these things that are beginning
what am I doing?
missed under
stood firm
wish asunder
good
next
yes there are nine… there are actually so so so many that I wish I was sharing with you right now. but. strange times. strange times.
I’m behind I’m behind the times!
hey hey
I’ve got you if you need
k?
it aint perfect. it aint it aint
couldn’t type
discipline
no why
falling back into a dream
a continuity
btw I am trying to put out some live action action for you. hope you enjoy.
it’s getting hot
in there
somewhere
a river of delusion
a confusion
rushes over
like all news all the time
purposeful, deranging
underneath, the molten core
inside all the burning
a side affect of the turning
looking for to
volcano
looking for to
meld
here’s your gritty meditation for forever
everything you believed in
everything you held true
brought back down
by
any external force
nah.
at least we are together, put it on repeat let’s stay here forever.
dust the brush away the noise in the loop sequence in the clouds is making me feel excuse me while ish
not in that sense. more hopeful. but also aggravated.
I miss this dialogue
both the one with you and me
and the one with the sky where we signal how are you?
each morning a
next
for eternal turning
and burning
let’s just be together
i hope you are ok
i wish we could
be together
sometimes these are a way of me correcting trends
like, i always want to make art
but i don’t
and feel like i can’t
and also who cares what i call art in my own head
you know, i just want to be able to make things that make me feel like that i’m not just laying on the floor staring at the ceiling