and you can just sit back and
enjoy the show
and you can just sit back and
enjoy the show
don’t just burn it down
burn the poison out
when you find your way
where to get to
where to get to to cross over
I miss this dialogue
both the one with you and me
and the one with the sky where we signal how are you?
each morning a
next
for eternal turning
and burning
i hope you are ok
we will be ok somehow
i am thinking of you
oh from where
oh where we
oh whoa uh oh
weeeerrrrrrreeee
let’s just be together
a place to be where
transformation
a place to be, where?
transformation
a place. to be. where
transformation?
i hope you are ok
i wish we could
be together
i hope you are all right.
we are going to make it
together
through the darkest hour
when you sing through the void
oh you know
we need a miracle
we need a hero
we need a story
part two of the session i had playing cello in the replica cathedral
bird accompanist ftw
where we are
not even
we
know
most of the time
where we are
as it moves over headlands
over headlands
through the meadow
over the curved bridge over the creek
down to where the foghorn blows
so here we go round and round and
i think we might
have known each other before
and also these other cycles are all just coinciding
is it my fault?
when you walk in like
nor anywhere in between
neither
sometimes these are a way of me correcting trends
like, i always want to make art
but i don’t
and feel like i can’t
and also who cares what i call art in my own head
you know, i just want to be able to make things that make me feel like that i’m not just laying on the floor staring at the ceiling
i aint got it
i do
filled and filled and filled
the horizon with a long shadow of longing
without it
where am i
and who are you
who i can’t reach
who i can’t even touch
.who knows where
i’d be without
longing for you
oh now we’re going to have to get out in the streets or
else we are
passive fascists
this song never ends!
no songs ever end!
never mind
that four never
happened.
never mind that it never will
where the line is drawn
or rather
what i call my random song when i’m sort of tired and frustrated in the studio
both with myself and with my hardware and with all these damn screens
and with not being able to make music beautiful enough to take me
there
on all in all in all in
to get behind the
veil
the
veil
well, yes it has been a little while.
it was good, actually, to take a break from even these, and kind of do the things i guess i do when up with my family and in northern california. lots of listening more than making noise maybe is the easiest way to put it.
let’s hope 2020 gets better than the shitshow it has started as!
almost there!
dancing around and playing
greatest all time
at all
oh oh oh
woah uh oh oh oh oh
all on trial
and go and go and go and be
with me too
why not call
let me know!
wanderin
you,
still.
if i force myself to just be ok with
that line of you
that beach that
missing piece that
will always be missing
because
you were
that piece that
place
that
possibility
that
face
that
body
that
presence
that missed opportunity
that
repression
that
oh so close
ness
if i do if i do if i do
i will be true i will be true
i will be there i will be there i will be there
again and again and again and again
which is what it feels like
here
where i am now
ok
and warm
and safe
and grateful
and lucky
and able to make music
what a life
what a life i say!
what a life!
disrupt and dance
and
fall apart and
dance again
you are welcome
here
oh and always
and tonight
too
beautiful light
five alive
pull into
and out of
and through
i don’t know man it just
gets weird sometimes
woman
man
between
dam