if i force myself to just be ok with

that line of you

that beach that

missing piece that

will always be missing

because

you were

that piece that

place

that

possibility

that

face

that

body

that

presence

that missed opportunity

that

repression

that

oh so close

ness

REVERIES
REVERIES 19 #75 "happy to remember you too"



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which is what it feels like

here

where i am now

ok

and warm

and safe

and grateful

and lucky

and able to make music

what a life

what a life i say!
what a life!

REVERIES
REVERIES 19 #74 "when i fell in a dream"



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a dream that somehow lasts several years

but the place is the same

of total lost ness

and a blank face

staring up at the sky

and staring down from the sky

REVERIES
REVERIES 19 #56 "not home but a dream"



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I don’t always have to like these
i don’t know if i like this one
right now

it’s cool that i accidentally did that fancy thing that fancy music majors do when they use weird rhythms
and yes i’m proud that i didn’t do it on purpose
per se

but i don’t know what this feeling is here:

a waiting
an unresolved
an unknown

somewhere always winding
and no resolution
unresolved

unresolved mystery

i don’t have to like these
or even do a good job
or love them
or do them at all

ok?

and yet

it lives here.

REVERIES
REVERIES 18 #78 "a person unknown"



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