is it

really

you or

is it really

me thinking of you

again

again in the day

again in the night

again in a song

again in my fright

again in the missing

is it you

or a missing piece of me?

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REVERIES 21 #44 "there is no you"
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if i force myself to just be ok with

that line of you

that beach that

missing piece that

will always be missing

because

you were

that piece that

place

that

possibility

that

face

that

body

that

presence

that missed opportunity

that

repression

that

oh so close

ness

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REVERIES 19 #75 "happy to remember you too"



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if i do if i do if i do

i will be true i will be true

i will be there i will be there i will be there

again and again and again and again

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REVERIES 19 #75 "when i wake up in a dream"



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a dream that somehow lasts several years

but the place is the same

of total lost ness

and a blank face

staring up at the sky

and staring down from the sky

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REVERIES 19 #56 "not home but a dream"



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sometimes i make these and
i’m surprised that
a certain amount of
emotion comes out
that might seem
like bullshit but
sometimes these are not that emotional and
i don’t know how i feel and
i make them and i feel something
and i guess that’s why i do them

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REVERIES 19 #28 "non-conflict"



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if any
fucking fuck
ever
talked to any of the women in my life
like that, that piece of shit creep,
i would punch him the fucking nose
and i am not a nose punching
kind of guy.

it is long past time,
for decent people,
especially men,
to stand the fuck up.

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REVERIES 18 #83 "the death of decency"



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I don’t always have to like these
i don’t know if i like this one
right now

it’s cool that i accidentally did that fancy thing that fancy music majors do when they use weird rhythms
and yes i’m proud that i didn’t do it on purpose
per se

but i don’t know what this feeling is here:

a waiting
an unresolved
an unknown

somewhere always winding
and no resolution
unresolved

unresolved mystery

i don’t have to like these
or even do a good job
or love them
or do them at all

ok?

and yet

it lives here.

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REVERIES 18 #78 "a person unknown"



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