Category: north

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I do, I do

I never quite see

it’s not that I’m wrong or that it’s wrong

and it also is

on both

it’s that I’m blinded by

sorry to say

it’s just fear, really pure fear

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REVERIES 24 #15 "i apologize"
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oh you don’t

really know me at all

oh you don’t really know

what you’re missing

a kissing

a blissing

a missed opportunity behold

oh you know you don’t know

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REVERIES 24 #6 "abandoned"
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well, late start, eighth start, eight years.

I want to make music forever

it’s the only thing I do that even I can’t critique and tear apart

I wish for

shorter pieces, more honestly, less try, more love

for you and for me

amen and whoopee

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REVERIES 24 #1 "eight years"
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you might wonder, where all the missing numbers go

into the ether here

why now do I find

a floating kind of island

it’s just where

I sit

though I am not aware

which makes me sad

I wish I were

there

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REVERIES 23 #66 "lofty"
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hey look, I’m sorry

hey,

I should have told you

I was going to

bliss you out.

I should have not

wanted

any of this.

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REVERIES 23 #60 "unexpected kiss"
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oh well I might as well try and make music even if it isn’t the greatest thing ever

cello, percussion, moody, minor key, dark, heavy as fucking usual, melancholic, 108bpm, north

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REVERIES 22 #43 "oh well"
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I am truly sorry for not putting out more music. To you, for sure, and also to myself. It makes me realize, when I go as long as I have now in a stretch of not putting out reveries, how much it has been a lifesaver for me.

so, anyways, hopefully I will be putting them out again more regularly. I find that I get knocked off schedule pretty easily if life isn’t in a routine routine and also that I’m just generally confused about what to be working on right now.

that said I think that I initially felt that reveries would be more often like this one, just a little song poem for a day.

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REVERIES 22 #14 "persevere"
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yes, there are some missing. I have been recording a lot but none good enough to post. but soon. maybe I will recover the dozens of lost ones someday. maybe next winter!

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REVERIES 22 #11 "next winter"
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yup, I did get *really* creative with naming these three.

I would like to maybe release these as an ep together. I might add one or two more, depending on how time flies.

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REVERIES #67 "winter three"
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here we are in the reprieve

such a nice place to be

leave

if you believe me

when I say

hey hey

baby

here we are in the recalled

where the night becomes a walled

garden and your dreams

repeat

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REVERIES 21 #29 "a reprieve"
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sometimes these are a way of me correcting trends

like, i always want to make art

but i don’t

and feel like i can’t

and also who cares what i call art in my  own head

you know, i just want to be able to make things that make me feel like that i’m not just laying on the floor staring at the ceiling

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REVERIES 20 #14 "find me when i'm sleeping"



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where the line is drawn

or rather

what i call my random song when i’m sort of tired and frustrated in the studio

both with myself and with my hardware and with all these damn screens

and with not being able to make music beautiful enough to take me

there

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REVERIES 20 #3 "demarcation"



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well, yes it has been a little while.

it was good, actually, to take a break from even these, and kind of do the things i guess i do when up with my family and in northern california. lots of listening more than making noise maybe is the easiest way to put it.

let’s hope 2020 gets better than the shitshow it has started as!

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REVERIES 20 #1 "new ending"



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