a dream that somehow lasts several years
but the place is the same
of total lost ness
and a blank face
staring up at the sky
and staring down from the sky
back from wherever
old memories live
i liked being there
in that dream
i miss you!
an imperfect return
to normalcy
to share
with you
just wanted to say
hi
i hope you are
well
are you
me?
au revoir
it’s summertime
why sleep?
i want to go back to just
whatever
being there,
man,
i guess?
and that’s why
i keep doing it
clearly!
to breathe
and that
we are like
eachother
and in this
together and
it is scary
right?
and exhilarating?
we going to make it
we going to make it all the way
big cheese
inside some where
a fire
that went
nearly out
all that blowing blowing
smoothly going
nowhere
fake it
til you make it
who knew this
would all rise like the skin of the earth
from the path
from the pull up down
of a vibrating note
a vibrating string
everything builds into this
evening
suddenly it seems
you and me are
in need
monstrous wave
come
break ing
and
entering
in my
boring day
push me
through until
against the
very air
and i was torn
asunder
thrown under
her wave
this whole of life
made sine
following the crest of
her line
we are going to
fix you
let’s get to the
bottom of it
i don’t know
i don’t know
if i can
trust
myself
one day to the next to
love
as much as
the next
or don’t
or go
or
never
stop
and go on and go
far
and go
for it
and go go
grow grow
had a dream about
pulling the old bulbs out of a
dead chandelier in my
best friend’s house
they were packing up
moving out
somewhere out there
everything is fine
more than fine even
a very graceful arc is made
every which wave
sometimes i make these and
i’m surprised that
a certain amount of
emotion comes out
that might seem
like bullshit but
sometimes these are not that emotional and
i don’t know how i feel and
i make them and i feel something
and i guess that’s why i do them
go away
to there
love on
love off
keep yr engine runnin
that is the prognostication
come on now
please oh please oh
is a dream
all the same
and you are
never gone
take the next one
want to hear a dirty joke?
the pig fell in the mud
i love
and thus
i renounce
hate
one idea
leads to another
then
wash it all away
rain now
hey now
ok now
i was going to go there
but
instead…
well…
you can guess the rest
good to know
yesterday morning
still exists
somewhere
oh well
i tried!
oh oh oh
whoa whoa whoa
my baby my baby
oh woa
love
north
south
and other
in between
all memories
where for
dost though
cometh
from?
no matter what
i say
to myself
i
must remember
i am you are me
whatever it was
i don’t remember now
pretend
my friend
that you are on the mend
and that all the things
YOU THINK YOU NEED
are just around the bend
here we are
silent r
silent are
or not
