who wants
to look
when
no one else
is lookin?
who wants
to look
when
no one else
is lookin?
how
do
ya
do
why lie
i can’t walk straight
lines
i get
inflated
on the
very promise
of the next
golden field
listen to this
600 times straight
in side
of this
is something
live
could be
re birth
‘
..//
here’s a thing i made
to accompany video
so
choose your own adventure
ok?
pull it off
one day at a time
sir, ma’am
whatever
cold glass
lay in place
into the untold
shake loose
hold of
journaled
shelves
pictures stacked
and piled
tune
and retune
cold touch forward
anyone could know
but not be alone
here now
a hammer hammering
on whatever
dog sleeping
or whatever
things
going
on and on
that’s herenow
make a decision
life
or more
life!
calmer now
that all the things i need to
pull together
don’t need me to
pull them together
float fall through
particulate booms
particularly true
window
window
in the wall
here the castle
can fall
re seige
ok
well
here we are
where
was
it
all
a
dream
back on the scene
frisky and clean
first and a remind
we will maybe get behind
as we move through air
between here
we have to go back
to the island
we have to go back
until then
here’s a
thing
a new ish thing
right now
since my computer broke
and also since
i hope to continue this
even as i travel to the azores
the nostalgia home of all janelas
not layered, just pieces of
music
get stuck
walking into wall
like videogame
turn corner
ok?
this way
you know
the way
pause
reflect
read
react
redact
inable
enable
unable
unstable
stable
boy
get
that
run
goin’
and
just
go
it’s too dang hot
in this here studio
give
take
let some days
do the same
to you
Ok, so, full disclosure here
I wanted this to be
so much more
but
it is what
it is
And yes my mom
My Mom
is indeed why I even play music
(beyond the obvious duh)
who has been to every concert of mine she is within 4+ hours of
who listened to dvorak incessantly while i was born
who always has the classical station on
who drove to idaho with the river on repeat for
however many days
who never once
made me think twice
about being what/who i am
as musician
person who does this
I’m so overwhelmed with gratitude
and love for her.
I honestly thought
Oh
I’d do a whole suite
or two
but this will have
to do
for now
just a composition or a feeling
or no none of that
really just me sitting down again
on another day
and she is why
i am able
and want to
make songs
in the first place
misanthrope
in days
tryin’ ta
self distruct
i tell ya
in daze
want to make it pas t
the waves
and also
just get salt
just get that grit
gritty
pearl
pearl seekr
wish keepr
collide
this dream
and this divide
fortunate son
wish ing
on
this
kaleidoscopic
divide
which one of me
do i see
who cares
you?
we’ll see
let’s get closer
to
…
someone please
let me do the music
for an 80s movie
thing
here’s where
the statues
hide
in the statue garden
rung up one
i see from here
every where
i have
stopped to take a sip yay
wishing for my ship yay
to come along
and hear d
that prophet’s song
forgot to follow along
yet there she is
just now close
on horizon like
whisp of
whale
marching on
can some time go
somewhere quiet
some time ago
somewhere quiet
made it
on a day
where floating away
seemed good
wanted to just record this uke, this bass uke but of course, i got lavish. i always do that. oh well! i like the idea of falling through a trance at some point in some future when i hear this some day.
i haz none
i don’t!
just trying to pry
loose one
good
one
oh joy
yr so inside
each moment tight
how would i know?
whether to look
or not try
go forth into it
quoth four in so as
you cross your heart
miss
led
mix the best with the best
and the red
letter
with the said and said
coy you say
oh boy
you say
we’ve got it right here
stuck inside our heads
this treasure
lead
you can control
which way them
stars turn
if you let
yrself
just chasing fog lately
in half a state
oh my
close
fold
book
make something
blindfolded
to never look
at
something to clean
refresh
less
from one form
to another
wish i could
say or see
this line
delineates
where
oh
so much
too much
to take
in
how much
can you take
take in
take
it sits
there
it hits you
there
whispering pines
overhead
oh
overhead
and with us in the shadows
that which goes
shwoom
wisshhhh
disssssapear
mixed trail
with time
and got to there
painted eyes
forever inquisitive
completely invisible
Can I
Make things happen
From
This
Far away?
hanging on
holding
oh yeah
HANGING ON BY A THREAD
whatever
just
threads
connect ing
less
than breath
in unity
pushed or
forged
or forgotten
we go
off
trail
up the mountain
inside
and
memory
who
you
and
me
trail up the
hill
inside
and
totally
free
who
you
me
let’s
let
go
and get
up this
trail
hill
who cares
just make
it
happen
mister
misses
no wantoo hear
no other
whatever
it’s good
forget
what
i should
let me
get
good
whatever
who wants
to walk
into the hills
forever?